anita,

we will get back to the dating stuff.

how come i struggle with believing that i love my puppy so much?

on monday, i start a very tough rotation. and as you know, i am simply not interested in the subject matter anymore of what i do. i am nervous because i am out of practice (have not done this type of rotation since september) and also have no motivation. it is also very hard for me to do the work required for this rotation – 1. because i do not want to and 2. because the anxiety makes it hard to focus and read.

how do you recommend i can get through until june 30 (to finish this post-doc program) until i can finally not do this anymore. the approaching of monday is causing me severe anxiety.