Anita,

i did not read the entire post yet. Responding to the first question. The rotation is what my job is. I’m a clinical pharmacist. I work on the medical floor. And work on the medical team with the doctors. I’m a resident though. So I’m in training. So everything is evaluated. I go in early. I work up my entire team of patients. I go to rounds. I treat patients all day. Read charts all day. Read evidence based medicine literature all day. Read treatment guidelines and make clinical decisions. I present to my director. He critiques. This is my job. This is what I signed up for for one year. It’s just that since September, the way the schedule turned out, I ended up doing elective type rotations. But not I’m back to my regular normal job. Which I hate. And am unable to perform the well in because of the amount of focus it requires and the amount that I do not want to do it at all

does this make more sense ?

i forgot to add – the hardest part is that I have this anxiety that I do not know anything. And that I have a huge knowledge gap. So the incoming rotation is daunting because it will be intense and I am expected to be on a higher level than I am (because I was unable to take full advantage of this training due to my mental status)

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