Lucas,

You made the effort to post here asking for help with the posting title, “I Have a Real Big Problem. I’m Not Sure How to Deal With It.”

You told us that you have been diagnosed with persistent mood disorder and have had seen a therapist.  I would think that the therapist would be most qualified to give you help with this issue.  Plus I don’t see you really taking in any suggestions put forth here despite asking for help.

Are you more here to be listened to?  I want to clarify your intention and what you want from us.

Mark