hello, thank you all for the replies in the last 2 years. finally we have not been together.

this girl is still with her 5 year younger boyfriend ( that she can control) since that time since 2015.

i cut the contact with her in november 2016. i am happy about that.

this man has had 2-3 girflriends. i had one boyfriend abroad when i was since february 2017 until august 2017.

this man was behaving weirdly even after… 1 year after even when he had girlfriends ( but unofficial).

he would come up to the parties or just at my work ( i was a freelancer then).

i moved on when i saw that he was possesive and weird, he didnt let me move on.

i chosed some other man that UNFORTUNATELY he knew before. when he realised i liked him and vice versa, he interrupted, disturbed.it was in january 2017.

now they are close friends.

iam single again. i dont have anyone.

he did that in purpose because he saw i liked that other man…

the other man now works with him as freelancers.

its complicated i am away from that company.

that woman is queen bee in other company of her younger boyfriend. attention-seeker. i am not there. i dont wanna be associated with her.

i still dont know why he was possesive and jealous of my friendship and flirt with that other man.

he didnt want me, it was in october 2016 when he was picking me up home several times from work. hewas so humble, not bad boy, he would almost cry, i was put in a weird situation. i finally asked him what was between us and why it didnt work out.

he told me we could meet up . but next days and weeks he freaked out, panicked, started ignoring me like he would made a mistake or idk.

but then was possesive and jealous of the other man…

then i moved to the other country for 7 months to work. he had other gfs but was liking my pics.

when i came back we met only twice. he was idk nice and humble, was scared of me. once .

we didnt talk, we didnt see each other since august 2017. i just sometimes like his facebook statueses.

i dont care. i just got rid of him.

but still the bitter situation remains deeply in my heart and head. why was like that… ?

why i was so prone t o other people’s comments?

it was me who was weak. that girl did her job she interrupted. now she is calm and she can now say- you didnt want him, why did you cry- it was 3 years ago 🙂

so i lost. but i cut those people away.

i do my thing. maybe sometimes they see that on social media maybe not.

i just dont want to have anything in common with that man.

if i like something i can comment or like his status but it doesnt mean anything.

i dont wanna come back.

chapter has been closed.