Thank you Anita for all the support over the last month. I feel that there has been a culmination of events that have led to this week. The spotlight is on me. What kind of daughter will I be. What kind of sister will I be. Nope I shine the spotlight away to the inner me. It says what kind of suffering do I have- what is the quality of my own life. I hope to keep the spotlight there over the next few weeks while I’m away.

I will touch base with you when I return. I appreciate your honesty in all – and I hope to maintain some equanimity and boundaries while I am traveling.

I see the truth, now it is what will I do with it. Being firm in ones own self for what one needs is the precursor to change. It is the precursor to wellness. I know I am there.