Dear Alexandra;

I didn’t  understand his recent messages at all, have no idea what  those meant- he didn’t feel well, sick? Why did he want you to stop what you are doing/ what  were  you doing… none of it  is clear to me.

In the  beginning  of your post you wrote: “I need  to practice to… make myself happy, this way  no one else can bring  me down”- do you mean that no one at all can bring  down a happy  person, that a state of happiness will neutralize or make void disrespectful or inconsiderate behaviors by others?

anita