Hello,

I just thought about this: “Be here for your husband who never preyed on you, be here for your patients.”

I think about what a great person I am without my mother’s voice taking over.  I spread good energy to those around me, and I have been told this throughout my life.  I am not saying this because it is something I am taking pride in – moreover, because it is a reminder to me of who I am in my core.

All that exists of me that is negative, anxious, and unwell – is my mother.  I know this.  I used to confuse it with parts of her and parts of me.  I now wisely know that it is her.

Just over the last few days I have had clarity and “un-numbing” of all I spoke about to you earlier in the month.  If this is not proof what is!

I am strong, capable, and a ray of light – I will not be dulled by a guilty person who knows only how to “cope” by spewing out poison.