Hi Bellamondo,

I connect with you completely. I too have recently had a break up (1st Dec 2017, 3 months after the death of my mum). I now feel so alone and empty. I am not depressed, just anxious all the time. My 3 boys have all grown up and gone their own way (the spilt was not with their dad, I spilt from him years ago). I worry that I will end up sad and lonely now, at 49 it is hard to start from the beginning again. I want a happy ever after. I don’t want to find love again and start from the beginning and take years to learn each others likes and dislikes. I feel to old to do that now, and my body and mind is in a different place at this time of life -premenopausal ! My boys have their own lives now, 2 of them have children and 1 just lives his own life. I long to go back to the days when they were all at school and I had something to get up for every morning. I have no excitement anymore, Nothing to look forward to and no one to plan things with. I do hope it changes for the both of us, but I don’t know what to suggest to make this happen. Here’s hoping!! God bless