As a follow-up the night he said that to me, he had a few drinks. That was his excuse. I don’t buy it because usually when people drink, chances are the truth comes out. Anyhow, I do miss him, but I am also hurt that he does not love me. So it is a conflict of emotions. I miss not talking to him so part of me wants to keep in contact. But I fear it may just take me down the same path I was on.

** also, please excuse the missing punctuation in the prior post…for some reason the period was not working well.