Hello Mark and thanks for answering. I just want her to admit her mistakes and i would forgive her. I do not like being angry with her but i just cant anymore.

My dad is great and i feel bad about him too beacuse i know he is in pain. During the week i live near my college, and every weekend i go to my home town to see my pets and my family.

I dont know if i love my mom. I know she isnt the worst mom in the world, and she has good things (she’s generous) but we never really got along since i was a teenager.

I really want to go to my therapist again, who is also my mom’s therapist. (I went to a therapist because of my OCD and she went because depression, actually i recommended her my therapist).

Let’s see if the storm passes, but im tired of being the one who always makes the first step to fix things.