Hi Anita and Mark.

I tried to move on too quickly, and when on dating sites, I quickly stopped that as I realised it wasn’t right.

I promised to pay for everything but as I was talking to her I got angry after she started calling me delusional. I was asking for forgiveness.

Last I had trouble giving her photos back to her as I felt into depression.

I have started counselling but every day I think of her and how I could of acted differently. I’m 38 and this is my second relationship and my first heart break, I’m finding it difficult moving on.

I just keep making mistakes which I blame myself for.

I’m new to this feeling and I’m lost, she was my life and carrying on without her is hard

Regards

Stuart