Dear Anita.

Agreed, hearing stories about child abuse is indeed horrible, but its not my intention to offend anyone, trigger anyone or upset anyone.

Okay I’ll say one final thing on the matter, I didn’t break any laws, I didn’t do anything sexual to the other person nor were they even asked to. I just feel horrible about the fact I just behaved in such a way. I know in myself I was just a young stupid teenager that made horrible mistakes.

I had no intentions to offend anyone. Also Anita you did help me you said something yesterday. You said that you couldn’t see much harm being done in the incident and that was great to read that also someone else said that too. Although the exercise I done did allow me to see things clearly for what they are, didn’t make me feel any better about it but it did let me view things clearly. So I want to thank you for all of that.

It’s like I said yesterday even writing out my story and y’know talking to someone about it helped me a little, I am doing a little better today with it all but it will take time for me to overcome this incident that happened in the past.

I am going to work through this and find my way to heal, I’m not exactly sure how that is yet but I’ll find my path to healing one way or another. I did mention in my original post that I may go and speak to my GP to go and speak to someone who is trained to speak about these kinds of things.

I think I will excuse myself from this website now though, I don’t think I will post or comment anything else here, although none of my other mistakes are sexual. I am just going to read other stories on here for a little while before posting or commenting anything else.

So again. I want to thank you for your time and taking the time to respond and even chat with me. Keep helping people Anita, you’re good at what you’re doing right now and you have been very understanding with me.