i’m so sorry you’re going through something so similar. It really is such a hard and confusing time. My boyfriend kind of admitted he needed to work on himself but then texted me later ( i think just lashing out) saying he was fine. I’m trying to think logically though and remember that he is most likely not fine. As i know his recent behavior is not healthy at all. But its hard to not start doubting that. I hope you are doing okay and get through this as well!