Hello, Maya!

Being in a relationship is hard if you don’t really love the person with, he could have struck you as a perfect match but let me be the first to tell you that he’s a troubled man and will only take you down with him.
It’s important for me that you understand that separation is vital for your mental health now, even though i don’t know you I can tell that you’re a patient and determined woman but please know what you’re worth and stop feeling like he’s the only one for you.

Yes, you will probably feel sad and vulnerable once he is gone but let’s see him as a bullet that need to be removed from your skin, it will hurt and it will leave a scar but it’s all about preventing infection.
About you not knowing where to go, I suggest you try something new and adventurous. Go on a vacation, pick a random country or state and just start from scratch.

He might try to look for you when he satisfies his sexual urges but don’t take him back, you’re unique and worthy of someone who loves you and fights for you as much as you have so don’t settle for less.