I don’t think she is trying to torture me or anything like that. She still wishes me a good day when I leave for work and is kind to me. Says thank you when I do chores around the house. Her feelings of love are just gone. Even with the kids at times. I just want to know if they ever snap out of it or am I just hopeless. I’m here and devoted to her until the end but it just hurts. As far as words I said, I don’t remember but I was a monster just angry at her and the kids all the time. I worked on myself and got healthy again. I just don’t know…