Hello

Yes that exactly how i feel. I feel like i lost my happy place. Im like terrified of the thought him being with another girl. I feel like im thinking now: Why i didnt like him so much when he did, why we missed each other with the intensity of the feelings. I dont wanna feel regret cause i did what i felt at the times. But i have to say that i wished that it worked somehow. But you are right, the feeling that im losing something will eventually go away.