Hey thanks for your time Anita.

“He is a nice person….” at this point, to me, this means I am not holding all these actions against him, I am not a person to ‘bad mouth’ I say he is a nice person as in he is not acting this way to purposely to hurt me, it is not malicious. I believe he is mentally not well in all honesty.

I understand why he acting the way way is. He did not deal with many heavy things from his past, and right now in his unhealthy mindset he believes only I can help/save him by loving and being with him. Which is dangerous and unhealthy, i fully get this now. i understand this now. this is not ever the man for me.

It feels good to have clear thoughts of this, as before i was very confused by the promises, manipulation and erratic up and down behaviors and thoughts.

My thoughts are clear now, first time in a long time (about him) interesting in what I wrote at the beginning of this forum. Im quite amazed how far I have come in just week to be honest,

Thanks.