Nothing really changed from what I remember. I’m an only child so no siblings. You’re right about the arguing though. He was bad at communicating and would shut down when he was upset so it was hard to settle disputes in a mature way.

I try to keep myself distracted but thoughts of him constantly creep in. Its hard to to sleep at night because I think about it. My stomach and heart feel so heavy when I think about it and its hard to push through. It just makes it worse knowing he’s with someone new while I’m still incredibly sad about the whole thing.