Hi Saggad,

Firstly I would say well done for reaching out and having courage to share your situation here.

Your english is just fine.

I think that if you’re confused about which way to go with the girl, then it’s probably a sign that it’s not right for you. The thought of being lonely again would not be the right reason for staying with this girl.

You are still a very young man and have many, many years and opportunities ahead of you, although you may not feel this is true.

Concentrate on exploring the things in life that make you happy, you’ll meet more like minded people along the way and I’m sure that you’ll find a young lady that likes you for who you are and won’t try to change you.

I wish you good luck.

Kevin