You haven’t had the easiest life, but admire your spiritual growth at this point.

I’m a little confused because I don’t see a specific question but Christine, I think you need some time being single. Being single you can even further improve your mental growth and happiness. Being single I mean also stop having contact with boys who show they want more of you than friendship. Make fun with friends, focus on your bachelors degree !

Greetings

Regi