Reality sucks, one of my friends its going through something similar right now, she had a ldr and the guy told her he doesn’t want to come back and told her he didn’t really think he loved her enough to do anything about their relationship, it hurts me that life is so cruel. I’m getting better at redirecting my thoughts about my ex but he is still there every time I’m not doing something, it’s really tiring to handle all the hurtful thoughts that come to me, I don’t see an end to it. And the first question was about it being ok for me not pursuing a new relationship or new experiences with other men because I’ve never been the kind to go out and kiss guys on parties or play around, I feel like if I start being like that now I wouldn’t be true to myself, besides I want my new relationship to be a serious one, I don’t like