Dear anita

Like you said I made it my decision. She wanted to talk about it, we also talked about if it was possible to remain regular friends. We concluded that it would be difficult, but we decided to try anyways, like always. I regret the fact that I’ve been so friendly because she was being very sweet in return. I like it too much when she’s happy and kind, and she was also dressed extra sexy…

I realize now that I still feel very attracted to her, now even more… I can’t help it :s

Deep down I know that we can’t be friends without constant temptation and struggle to not kiss each other… I feel sad, I don’t want her out of my life, but I know I should end this.. My feelings and the logical part of my brain are fighting, it makes me tired…

Regi