I just found out he used that work thing as an excuse. He came out in the social section of the newspaper with his family at an event this past weekend, so he lied. He straight up used me for money & sex, and didn’t have the courage to tell me he wasn’t interested anymore, and left me so sick with depression I cannot even go to work. I am not contacting him ever. What for? He obviously tricked me and doesn’t want me in his life anymore. This is like a nightmare that I can’t wake up from. My heart actually feels weird, like painful.