It very well may have been her oldest son. She did tell me that he told her she ruined his high school years because of her divorce. That tore her apart. And during our relationship when ever I heard his name come up, I knew we weren’t going to see each other and we didn’t. There was always drama when he was around or even when he talked to her. I think I did interfere too much and was trying to help when I should of just backed off. One other thing is that I was her first real relationship since her divorce and she always talked highly of me to her son. Almost comparing me to his father.   He did not go on the recent trip. But if she was having thoughts and talked to her brother that may be a big factor also.

I know what’s done is done and it is out of my control. I guess I feel cheated. Like I didn’t get the opportunity to better myself (because I was unaware -even if it’s my own fault) before she ended things. I feel like I was there for her through all the bad times she was going through. Waiting for it to get better and now she has gotten better. She does things with her friends now , when she never wanted to before and gets out of the house. Before I met her she was a hermit and was in depression from everything. She’s said she’s always been grateful for me and that I helped her out a lot with some of her issues.

Just sucks. But lie your be said I need to let it be and move on. It’s just hard because of what we did have together.