Hi Anita,

Is it normal for me to continue to wake up with the feeling of loss, even though I am beginning to realize he was not the one for me.  I still have feelings for him that do cause me pain of hurt.  I kills me to find out all of the lies he told me because I would have gone to my death never believing he would have done so many terrible things.  And I do know it was all planned by the way it ended. Is it normal for me to still wonder about these things as they fleetingly go through my mind without much control on my part…

Bella~