Anita,

I’m not sure he blocked me and took my cousin off of his Instagram and that is when he started posting pictures of him and his current girlfriend on there. I found out through coworkers since I don’t have an Instagram… so that’s what I refer to when I say was it all a lie… I’m not sure if you can go from being in a relationship where you talk almost every second of the day to blocking them and having someone new in that span of time… .I’m not over it at all and I still have some hope (idk if that’s stupid) that he will come back because I truly cherished our relationship. I consider myself a pretty private person and I have never taken any boyfriends to meet my parents and I invited him to have Thanksgiving with us last year. I just feel so lost,  confused, and hurt since the last thing he said to be before blocking me was that he truly loved me and no one will ever come close to the love I gave him to suddenly blocking me and putting up pictures of the girl he cheated on me on his Instagram with hashtags like #loveher and #myqueen…. it’s the most hurtful thing.. that’s what I mean by Idk what what changed? … I guess I just have never felt this way about someone and I’m scared that I will never find someone that I will be able to open up to like that or that I will ever love like I love him….