Dear joanna:

You made it clear, thank you. Clearly, moving will be an improvement. And an opportunity for you to heal. Like I shared a little while ago on another thread, healing will probably not be complete, you will not be the person you would have been if you weren’t hurt as badly as you were hurt, but a whole lot of healing is available for you, as it is for every living thing in nature.

When you move, if you move, it will be a beginning. You will still feel  a whole lot of what you are feeling now, but you will have a chance to feel better over time. As it is now, you “don’t feel at home”, “never felt at home”, and you are “bullied and put down every day” (your earlier post today). Moving out is necessary then.

anita