hi anita,

He started asking me to marry him less than a year after we were together.  I wanted to wait and make sure of my feelings is why I didn’t marry him after the first few years and also since he didn’t have a job for 2 years I felt we needed to get our priorities in order because he was usually stressed because of his obligations to pay his ex for child support and other things.

Then when I was ready to get married I got sick which was 10/2016…and wanted to wait until I was better.  Then in 2017 I told him we would get married in 9/2018 since he would be finished with his obligations to his ex and out debts would be paid off  by then and September is both of our Birthdays and he agreed.

That is why I am concerned he may marry this girl because he wanted to always get married to me and maybe he would do it to teach me a lesson and hurt me because I never would marry him…

It is just a twinge of a feeling I have and it scares me to death because I don’t have a clue as to how I would handle if he did marry.

I believe that is what is making me so upset!!

Bella~