Hi Anita,

I feel simply sad…My friend said he felt I have another 5, or 6 mos. until the hurt is gone & I told him I hope not, but I am afraid so…

For some reason in the past few days I am starting to miss things that I never appreciated before.  And it hurts, but I feel if he were here things would be the same as they were before he moved out.  Maybe it just bothers me that I think he is so happy…But that’s all probably fabricated in my head also…

The hardest part is that he walked out & never looked back…

He did call yesterday and was in my driveway with the key he was suppose to mail and he said I am here come out.  and I told him to just leave the key in the mailbox and he did…That was all that was said~

Bella~