The dynamic is like the men are strong and independent and not giving me all the love and attention I want so I just sit there with my lip out  crying and feeling anxious. I have a 3 yr old and I can’t keep acting like a desperate little kid myself anymore. I need to love and honor myself and I try so hard to learn how to do it but I still have the feeling all the time of being sad and anxious bc Ifeel unloved. Same thing w all my boyfriends and husband. Probably parents too but I kind of block that out.