Yes, that is true. Although I think that I need to let my ego die, that I’ve reached that phase in my life. It could be an early trauma, my fear of death, but it is weird because I was perfectly aware I’m not going to die, now when it happened. It was like something inside of me was afraid of death. That’s why I think it is my ego. Yes, aggression is a response to fear, I fear of death, at least my ego does, so it becomes aggressive. I think I need to let it die, but I don’t wanna go through that aggression anymore. Although I maybe have to. When that fear of death arouse I didn’t have any memory on any kind of trauma, so maybe it isn’t caused by trauma, maybe simply my ego needs to die and is afraid of that experience. Or it might be an early trauma, but in both cases, I think I need to resolve it the same way, not to run away from that fear, but to stay exposed to it, as long as it vanishes.