I talked with a trusted advisor who helped me realize that I am the problem. My ego was too big and I don’t bring what I thought I did to the table. Now the question is, can I accept that? I don’t want to, but that seems like the lesson the Universe keeps trying to teach me that I just refuse to learn. I don’t want to be worthless or useless but that is exactly what I am. Maybe once I learn this things will turn around. It’s hard to wrap my head around but that’s why life keeps tossing this back to me.  This is my life lesson.