He said that he fooled me, but then on calling him  again he said that  I still have feelings for you and i want to be with you but idk how to get back the respect and trust on you to make it work. He said that love is not enough for this to work. He had told me the same thing 5 months ago too, we tried and he left and now he is back to talk. He is there even after he knows the entire story now. He said we aren’t together but we can talk and act normal. My brain says that its time to give this up as I will go through the same thing I went for 5 months and get nothing. But my heart says that maybe if I try again it might work.