dear Anita,

yes that was betray of my trust to go through my emails .and than later he was convinced that he ll not do that again .

now there are many questions coming into my mind .for example

but can this be a reason of what i was feeling (not in being in love)??if yes than

we all know we are not perfect and he did that mistake and should i start judging him on the basis of this ??or something els?

.in this case will i ever get a person in my life who will be perfect in everything ?

how can i fix this feeling now ,is it normal to feel that way ?

so on