Since you’re a freshman this is all so new, I’m sure it just feels awkward. I have no doubt that countless others feel exactly the same. How far are you from home, in other words maybe you can reach out to family. My daughter is still young but if she were lonely, I would do all that I could to make her feel as if I were there with her. Family is good like that. Have you thought of joining any self interest groups? You may find delving into yourself could reveal something undiscovered and untapped. I’m in my early 40’s and just discovered I can actually draw, really. In other words, continue to look within and shed the complex layers to develop and define yourself sweetheart. College is the perfect format for self development and exploration, embrace it.