Anita, Hi again,

The other thing that hurts me is that – the last day when we met (the day I went to see him for the last time) we were in the same cab and  he got off before me. other days before he gets down he gives me a kiss on my forehead or cheeks. but that particular day he didn’t so I asked him if I can kiss him on his cheek or forehead but he got disturbed and said no no and got off and walked out.

He knew in his heart that it would be our last meet though he pretended me that he would try to sort out something with his parents. However he was so rude and walked out as if I never mattered to him at any cost. at least he could have given me a goodbye kiss to console me. Maybe He didn’t let me even kiss him bcoz he didn’t want me to have any hopes.

but that last incident hurts me a lot. when I think the way he walked out its so heart breaking, As if I never mattered to him at all. That pic flashes into my face all the time. please tell me how to get away with it.