Dear Petal:

Yes I felt lonely a whole lot in my life and I too craved for connection, for someone to share that “torment inside” and make it better. It got better for me when finally someone did care to see and hear that torment inside. Your life circumstances make it difficult to find such a person because you live in a rural setting, working in a small town and you are married … to a man who doesn’t care to see that torment.

On line here, you can share more about that torment and I will read your words attentively and empathetically. That may help you just a bit.

Will it be wise for you perhaps to end the marriage, move away?

* I will soon be away from the computer for about 19 hours. If you reply I will respond again when I am back. I hope other members will answer you before I am back.

I hope you feel better soon.

anita