Anita im so surprised the way you have have judged him yes he was not a asset to me in life. Meaning – his love was only calling, messaging, giving attention, intetfering into my activities, suspecting me, blaming me. But he did nothing to my well beign.

Even if i need advise he gives the dumbest possible advise. I mean he always wanted a kushi life with no struggle no stress spending lavishly and a bit of a show off. On the other hand im totally oppositte im his support system. I have helped him so many ways. Even financially. Whereever he is today in life its all bcoz of me. He knows he can count on me anytime. I gave my heart and sould in evety aspect of his life. I go to the extend of helping him to do the best. But i never got that in returm Anita.

To be honest i have struggled a lot in life and i know what hardships are. I have reached this place today with a lot of struggle. And since my siblings are away i took care of my parents my dad was a bit sick so i had lot of responsibilities and after he passed away i still have few personal commitments. Sometimes he laughs at me saying i have no life im such a boring person. My siblings are using me. Etc. He abuses me a lot saying i bave connections with other ppl. But i tolarated eveything n i saw lot of selfishness in  him.

He always wants to see me but if refuse he abuses me in filth i know u will be surprised to read this. We were basically like Tom & Jerry always fighting but couldnt stay without each other.

But he was the only man i had after my dad left me and that was a strength for me he just been there. Apart from that he was never supportive to me.

I use to tell him if he had so many negative stuff to say about me he can skways leave but then he says i tell you all these things bcoz i love u and i will never lrave u.

So now i realized all what he meant about me is true he was just waiting coz he was not able to find someone else. Once he found he just walked out.

Risha