Dear anita

I think you’re right about the cheating. To my shame, it’s something that excites me, even though I know it’s horribly wrong to do it. I had values in the past, and now I have to build that up again.

About my mother: well… we laugh about her ‘crazy’ comments (again, about groceries). About serious matters, she gives her critizism and I listen to her. Because I value her. She doesn’t know that she’s doing it unless I tell her. About her mother, well, she doesn’t please her because that’s not possible with someone who’s narcistic, but she listens to her stories because otherwise it could become worse if my mother wouldn’t listen anymore and take her not seriously.

Dear Gigi

Thank you for your kind words. Indeed, I’m very self-critical. And yes, my self esteem is now zero at this moment. About that man, he knew of course that I’m married and indeed, he retreated – is it because it was getting too hot for him? I only know that he was madly in love with me…

Thank you for your replies!

Riris