@dave I don’t feel like saying my real name here because it’s a religious name. And I fucking hate religions.

I have a very unique point of view regarding the existence of a creator.. so I am agnostic. I haven’t decided any other name for me so I like to call myself pain.

A lot of bad stuff happened today and I don’t know if I will ever become strong enough to face the challenges life is throwing at me. All seems bleak for me. I can’t even recognize who I am anymore. My mind is just a mad horse, running off to places where it shouldn’t.

I hate talking about so many negative stuff but my life IS negative. I am always depressed. No wonder people avoid me and hate me. I always look like I have a broom stuck up my ass.

I think I will just stop writing because this post is just a pity party for me. I feel bad for wasting you people’s time.