@anita

Thank you for the insight. While growing up I’ve realised the importance of love instead of material things. And all of the love I could get was from my ex. During this 5 years I rely on him too much for emotional comfort, and so when he left me, I felt empty and depressed. About my ex’s family, he’s having a family that I envy. Both of his parents are friendly and warm, and his family has strong bonding too they have family day every week. I felt so happy while with him when I got to join them for their family dinner or Christmas celebration.

While imagining of the scene, tears falling down my face. I wish my mother treated me that way. Maybe she did but now at home I seldom see her smile. She looked worried most the time, she seldom laugh or smile, but she is always kind to me and care for me. Just that I’m not satisfied in this family seeing parents not enjoying their life to the fullest due to our financial status.