Hi,

Thank you so much for you care! I am a bit out of my mind because i don’t understand anymore if i love or not or it’s just a fear.

This started after a ugly fight (my fault) when he questioned if i really treat this relationship serious or not. I started to ask myself what this supposed to mean. Of course, i have had realtionships before him but none so meaningfull.

Now i have to understand why and of what am i afraid so that when i think of him, i already feel fear. It feels like i have been tricked him and me. Also, i beliv that i might put some pressure on me to decide wbwh i want from this relationship. Is it possible that the very thought of serious relationship scares me? Is it something to do with my father? Also, why i feel the need now of extra space?