Hi Anita, How r u?

Even with time i dont feel much better. I feel that my situation has become worst n i still feel down. Im unable to forget the beyrayal.  But i was quiet n didnt want to tell anyone bcoz i didnt knw what to say or do.

One week ago he came to my office and brought a thread with a wish to be tied in my mosque. He told me to tie this in my mosque and he said its our wish which we made for each other when we were together. But i didnt accept it coz i dont knw what his wish is  exactly.

So he went away. After few days i connected my social media account eventhough i have blocked him on all communication modes i never deleted him so i connected and he knew i got im active. So after one day he started posting few random pics of him and his family taking gifts and going to his new girls place. I was so hurt to see that. In the meantime he posted few pics of his trip which he went with his friends and she has commented saying ‘ someone is enjoying since its his last bachelors trip’ meaning they have planned everything abt their wedding. I saw all these n got very angry and i deleted him off immediately.

He has planned everything with her and brings n gives me a wish saying its our wish. I dont understand hes playing with my feelings. Also i saw he has liked his ex girl friends pics. He deleted her bcoz of me but after he left me he has agsin connected with her. Same day he realized i deleted him n he sent me a friend requesr again. The next day he himself cancel the request again.

I just cant beleive if i had loved such a person. All in all i still cant tolarate what he did to me.

If he at least cared for me he shouldnt have shared pics of his visit to her place. It really hurts me.

Nothing seems working for me to move on.  Im just tired of everything Anita.

Im so glad that u remembered me. Really appreciate ur kindness.

Risha