I think it probably came off like I think he only wants sex, but that’s not what I meant. I am such an idiot!!!!

Is it better to say nothing, if you have an infectious illness? Is it better to wait, until you meet the person and then say: listen, I can’t hug you right now, but I’m happy to see you?

But he also says nothing to me about it, about what he thinks… I would prefer he would ask or even reproach me. But like this, we cannot move further. And maybe the things I said were just stupid to say. Maybe a normal person would never say that.