Hey John

I agree that I can’t change how he feels. And I know me wanting him to feel regret is a waste of valuable time.

I do need to focus on myself. It’s just gonna hurt to see them in the hallways with one another.

I am a nice and caring and patient person, so I know I don’t deserve to feel this way and I have kept my self worth. It still feels quite terrible.

I hope to hear an apology one day, though. As throughout our relationship, he barely apologized for how he made me feel.

Thank you

Sierra