Amma,

I am so sorry for the loss of your brother. Suicide is an extremely complex type of loss and I know the emotions that come with it. I lost my mother to suicide. I hope you know you are not alone and there is so much help out there for you and your mother while you grieve. AFSP.org has many resources- especially for a new loss. They also have support groups, and yearly survivor day meetings which have helped me immensely. If there is anything I can help you with please dont hesitate to reach out. Again, my heart is with you and your family.