Well. I had a pretty good weekend. Became a grandpa on Friday. Cute little man!

had a pretty good weekend with my girlfriend although we did get in a pretty bad fight Friday night. We made up Saturday morning.

Today was the only day I really thought about my ex. I did each other day. But not for very long.

im defiantly missing her today though. This time of year is so hard. It’s hard not to wish that I could go back. I know that I can’t and that it may have not changed things. Just tough. Especially seeing commercials about true love and jewelry. She loved her jewelry. There are still so many little things that draw me in and it’s hard to move past it

It really hurts today though. I’m really working on trying to let those memories and thoughts pass through.  Very  hard though.   I just want to hold her. To see her smile at me. Even just here her voice.  It’s killing me. I hope that I can get through today feeling better.