Well when the relationship was starting I was coughing up blood and loads of it and instead of going to the hospital I googled it and it suggested I had cancer I did send pics of how much blood I was coughing up and throwing up and I said I had cancer ? disgusted with that but I vaguely remember saying I was gonna get or I was getting chemo where as the truth couldn’t be much further from the truth as I didn’t even bother going to hospital as hate the damn places hence self diagnosis.  Thats the worst one …. N yeah I definitely have said some things to her in rage or when drunk as stated in previous messages but ATM things are still sour. Thanks for your honesty