Thank you axuda, I have never thought of things like that. But there’s something more to my story. He’s impotent and I don’t know if it’s due to me like maybe I don’t do it for him. So I feel like im unattractive etc then he is missing out on a full relationship. Ive started to be shy around him and wont let him see me undressed. I also feel how can we be strong as a couple because a need is not being met. So I struggle with a) wanting to express my love for him, b) that I’m holding him back c) is his real love out there that will start up his sexual side again and will we became distant and eventually break up. So most of my anxiety comes from this. I panic and think will he tell me to leave today. Because how can you love someone and remain in love when you don’t sexually express it.
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