Dear noname:

Interesting observations! I wasn’t aware of the severity of your father’s rage/ your fear of his rage.I didn’t include this factor, a powerful one, in my  understanding of you. I know from personal experience, having grown up with my raging mother,how harmful it  is.

We lost power here since yesterday, a huge wind storm, unbelievably strong, still don’t have power and I was able to use  the internet only a little while ago thanks to a generator. I don’t  known how long the generator will function, have limited fuel for it. I normally get to the computer much earlier feeling fresh. I don’t  feel fresh  now.

I want to re-read your post and any you may add to it tomorrow  morning if I do  have electricity, be it via  the generator with enough fuel. I want to read more  attentively. If you can,before  I am back, can you tell me more about  how you believe your father’s rage affected  you?

anita